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begrimed； besmeared； neglected state； that he might have been an
authentic portrait of Misfortune which could scarcely be discerned
through its want of cleaning。
'Mr Clennam； had you laid out……everything？' He got over the break before
the last word； and also brought out the last word itself with great
difficulty。
'Everything。'
Mr Pancks took hold of his tough hair again； and gave it such a wrench
that he pulled out several prongs of it。 After looking at these with an
eye of wild hatred； he put them in his pocket。
'My course；' said Clennam； brushing away some tears that had been
silently dropping down his face； 'must be taken at once。 What wretched
amends I can make must be made。 I must clear my unfortunate partner's
reputation。 I must retain nothing for myself。 I must resign to our
creditors the power of management I have so much abused； and I must work
out as much of my fault……or crime……as is susceptible of being worked out
in the rest of my days。'
'Is it impossible； sir； to tide over the present？'
'Out of the question。 Nothing can be tided over now； Pancks。 The sooner
the business can pass out of my hands； the better for it。 There are
engagements to be met； this week； which would bring the catastrophe
before many days were over； even if I would postpone it for a single day
by going on for that space； secretly knowing what I know。 All last night
I thought of what I would do； what remains is to do it。'
'Not entirely of yourself？' said Pancks； whose face was as damp as if
his steam were turning into water as fast as he dismally blew it off。
'Have some legal help。'
'Perhaps I had better。'
'Have Rugg。'
'There is not much to do。 He will do it as well as another。'
'Shall I fetch Rugg； Mr Clennam？'
'If you could spare the time； I should be much obliged to you。'
Mr Pancks put on his hat that moment； and steamed away to Pentonville。
While he was gone Arthur never raised his head from the desk； but
remained in that one position。
Mr Pancks brought his friend and professional adviser； Mr Rugg； back
with him。 Mr Rugg had had such ample experience； on the road； of Mr
Pancks's being at that present in an irrational state of mind； that he
opened his professional mediation by requesting that gentleman to take
himself out of the way。 Mr Pancks； crushed and submissive； obeyed。
'He is not unlike what my daughter was； sir； when we began the Breach of
Promise action of Rugg and Bawkins； in which she was Plaintiff；' said
Mr Rugg。 'He takes too strong and direct an interest in the case。 His
feelings are worked upon。 There is no getting on； in our profession；
with feelings worked upon； sir。'
As he pulled off his gloves and put them in his hat； he saw； in a side
glance or two； that a great change had e over his client。
'I am sorry to perceive； sir；' said Mr Rugg； 'that you have been
allowing your own feelings to be worked upon。 Now； pray don't； pray
don't。 These losses are much to be deplored； sir； but we must look 'em
in the face。' 'If the money I have sacrificed had been all my own； Mr
Rugg；' sighed Mr Clennam； 'I should have cared far less。'
'Indeed； sir？' said Mr Rugg； rubbing his hands with a cheerful air。
'You surprise me。 That's singular； sir。 I have generally found； in my
experience； that it's their own money people are most particular about。
I have seen people get rid of a good deal of other people's money； and
bear it very well： very well indeed。'
With these forting remarks； Mr Rugg seated himself on an office…stool
at the desk and proceeded to business。
'Now； Mr Clennam； by your leave； let us go into the matter。 Let us see
the state of the case。 The question is simple。 The question is the
usual plain； straightforward； mon…sense question。 What can we do for
ourself？ What can we do for ourself？'
'This is not the question with me； Mr Rugg；' said Arthur。 'You mistake
it in the beginning。 It is； what can I do for my partner； how can I best
make reparation to him？'
'I am afraid； sir； do you know；' argued Mr Rugg persuasively； 'that you
are still allowing your feeling to be worked upon。 I don't like the term
〃reparation；〃 sir； except as a lever in the hands of counsel。 Will you
excuse my saying that I feel it my duty to offer you the caution； that
you really must not allow your feelings to be worked upon？'
'Mr Rugg；' said Clennam； nerving himself to go through with what he
had resolved upon； and surprising that gentleman by appearing； in his
despondency； to have a settled determination of purpose； 'you give me
the impression that you will not be much disposed to adopt the course
I have made up my mind to take。 If your disapproval of it should render
you unwilling to discharge such business as it necessitates； I am sorry
for it； and must seek other aid。 But I will represent to you at once；
that to argue against it with me is useless。'
'Good； sir；' answered Mr Rugg； shrugging his shoulders。'Good； sir。 Since
the business is to be done by some hands； let it be done by mine。 Such
was my principle in the case of Rugg and Bawkins。 Such is my principle
in most cases。'
Clennam then proceeded to state to Mr Rugg his fixed resolution。 He told
Mr Rugg that his partner was a man of great simplicity and integrity；
and that in all he meant to do； he was guided above all things by a
knowledge of his partner's character； and a respect for his feelings。
He explained that his partner was then absent on an enterprise of
importance； and that it particularly behoved himself publicly to accept
the blame of what he had rashly done； and publicly to exonerate his
partner from all participation in the responsibility of it； lest the
successful conduct of that enterprise should be endangered by the
slightest suspicion wrongly attaching to his partner's honour and credit
in another country。 He told Mr Rugg that to clear his partner morally；
to the fullest extent； and publicly and unreservedly to declare that
he； Arthur Clennam； of that Firm； had of his own sole act； and even
expressly against his partner's caution； embarked its resources in the
swindles that had lately perished； was the only real atonement within
his power； was a better atonement to the particular man than it would be
to many men； and was therefore the atonement he had first to make。 With
this view； his intention was to print a declaration to the foregoing
effect； which he had already drawn up； and； besides circulating it
among all who had dealings with the House； to advertise it in the public
papers。 Concurrently with this measure （the description of which cost Mr
Rugg innumerable wry faces and great uneasiness in his limbs）； he would
address a letter to all the creditors； exonerating his partner in a
solemn manner； informing them of the stoppage of the House until their
pleasure could be known and his partner municated with； and humbly
submitting himself to their direction。 If； through their consideration
for his partner's innocence； the affairs could ever be got into such
train as that the business could be profitably resumed； and its present
downfall overe； then his own share in it should revert to his
partner； as the only reparation he could make to him in money value for
the distress and loss he had unhappily brought upon him； and he himself；
at as mall a salary as he could live upon； would ask to be allowed to
serve the business as a faithful clerk。
Though Mr Rugg saw plainly there was no preventing this from being done；
still the wryness of his face and the uneasiness of his limbs so sorely
required the propitiation of a Protest； that he made one。
'I offer no objection； sir；' said he； 'I argue no point with you。 I will
carry out your views； sir； but； under protest。' Mr Rugg then stated；
not without prolixity； the heads of his protest。 These were； in effect；
because the whole town； or he might say the whole country； was in the
first madness of the late discovery； and the resentment against the
victims would be very strong： those who had not been deluded being
certain to wax exceedingly wroth with them for not having been as wise
as they were： and those who had been deluded being certain to find
excuses and reasons for themselves；