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“Perhaps he thinks it gloomy。”
The answer was evasive。 I should have liked something clearer; but Mrs。 Fairfax either could not; or would not; give me more explicit information of the origin and nature of Mr。 Rochester’s trials。 She averred they were a mystery to herself; and that what she knew was chiefly from conjecture。 It was evident; indeed; that she wished me to drop the subject; which I did accordingly。
Chapter 14
For several subsequent days I saw little of Mr。 Rochester。 In the mornings he seemed much engaged with business; and; in the afternoon; gentlemen from Millcote or the neighbourhood called; and sometimes stayed to dine with him。 When his sprain was well enough to admit of horse exercise; he rode out a good deal; probably to return these visits; as he generally did not e back till late at night。
During this interval; even Adèle was seldom sent for to his presence; and all my acquaintance with him was confined to an occasional rencontre in the hall; on the stairs; or in the gallery; when he would sometimes pass me haughtily and coldly; just acknowledging my presence by a distant nod or a cool glance; and sometimes bow and smile with gentlemanlike affability。 His changes of mood did not offend me; because I saw that I had nothing to do with their alternation; the ebb and flow depended on causes quite disconnected with me。
One day he had had pany to dinner; and had sent for my portfolio; in order; doubtless; to exhibit its contents: the gentlemen went away early; to attend a public meeting at Millcote; as Mrs。 Fairfax informed me; but the night being wet and inclement; Mr。 Rochester did not acpany them。 Soon after they were gone he rang the bell: a message came that I and Adèle were to go downstairs。 I brushed Adèle’s hair and made her neat; and having ascertained that I was myself in my usual Quaker trim; where there was nothing to retouch— all being too close and plain; braided locks included; to admit of disarrangement—we descended; Adèle wondering whether the petit coffre was at length e; for; owing to some mistake; its arrival had hitherto been delayed。 She was gratified: there it stood; a little carton; on the table when we entered the dining…room。 She appeared to know it by instinct。
“Ma boite! ma boite!” exclaimed she; running towards it。
“Yes; there is your ‘boite’ at last: take it into a corner; you genuine daughter of Paris; and amuse yourself with disembowelling it;” said the deep and rather sarcastic voice of Mr。 Rochester; proceeding from the depths of an immense easy…chair at the fireside。 “And mind;” he continued; “don’t bother me with any details of the anatomical process; or any notice of the condition of the entrails: let your operation be conducted in silence: tiens…toi tranquille; enfant; prends…tu?”
Adèle seemed scarcely to need the warning—she had already retired to a sofa with her treasure; and was busy untying the cord which secured the lid。 Having removed this impediment; and lifted certain silvery envelopes of tissue paper; she merely exclaimed—
“Oh ciel! Que c’est beau!” and then remained absorbed in ecstatic contemplation。
“Is Miss Eyre there?” now demanded the master; half rising from his seat to look round to the door; near which I still stood。
“Ah! well; e forward; be seated here。” He drew a chair near his own。 “I am not fond of the prattle of children;” he continued; “for; old bachelor as I am; I have no pleasant associations connected with their lisp。 It would be intolerable to me to pass a whole evening tête…à…tête with a brat。 Don’t draw that chair farther off; Miss Eyre; sit down exactly where I placed it—if you please; that is。 Confound these civilities! I continually forget them。 Nor do I particularly affect simple…minded old ladies。 By… the…bye; I must have mine in mind; it won’t do to neglect her; she is a Fairfax; or wed to one; and blood is said to be thicker than water。”
He rang; and despatched an invitation to Mrs。 Fairfax; who soon arrived; knitting…basket in hand。
“Good evening; madam; I sent to you for a charitable purpose。 I have forbidden Adèle to talk to me about her presents; and she is bursting with repletion: have the goodness to serve her as auditress and interlocutrice; it will be one of the most benevolent acts you ever performed。”
Adèle; indeed; no sooner saw Mrs。 Fairfax; than she summoned her to her sofa; and there quickly filled her lap with the porcelain; the ivory; the waxen contents of her “boite;” pouring out; meantime; explanations and raptures in such broken English as she was mistress of。
“Now I have performed the part of a good host;” pursued Mr。 Rochester; “put my guests into the way of amusing each other; I ought to be at liberty to attend to my own pleasure。 Miss Eyre; draw your chair still a little farther forward: you are yet too far back; I cannot see you without disturbing my position in this fortable chair; which I have no mind to do。”
I did as I was bid; though I would much rather have remained somewhat in the shade; but Mr。 Rochester had such a direct way of giving orders; it seemed a matter of course to obey him promptly。
We were; as I have said; in the dining…room: the lustre; which had been lit for dinner; filled the room with a festal breadth of light; the large fire was all red and clear; the purple curtains hung rich and ample before the lofty window and loftier arch; everything was still; save the subdued chat of Adèle (she dared not speak loud); and; filling up each pause; the beating of winter rain against the panes。
Mr。 Rochester; as he sat in his damask…covered chair; looked different to what I had seen him look before; not quite so stern— much less gloomy。 There was a smile on his lips; and his eyes sparkled; whether with wine or not; I am not sure; but I think it very probable。 He was; in short; in his after…dinner mood; more expanded and genial; and also more self…indulgent than the frigid and rigid temper of the morning; still he looked preciously grim; cushioning his massive head against the swelling back of his chair; and receiving the light of the fire on his granite…hewn features; and in his great; dark eyes; for he had great; dark eyes; and very fine eyes; too—not without a certain change in their depths sometimes; which; if it was not softness; reminded you; at least; of that feeling。
He had been looking two minutes at the fire; and I had been looking the same length of time at him; when; turning suddenly; he caught my gaze fastened on his physiognomy。
“You examine me; Miss Eyre;” said he: “do you think me handsome?”
I should; if I had deliberated; have replied to this question by something conventionally vague and polite; but the answer somehow slipped from my tongue before I was aware—“No; sir。”
“Ah! By my word! there is something singular about you;” said he: “you have the air of a little nonte; quaint; quiet; grave; and simple; as you sit with your hands before you; and your eyes generally bent on the carpet (except; by…the…bye; when they are directed piercingly to my face; as just now; for instance); and akes a remark to which you are obliged to reply; you rap out a round rejoinder; which; if not blunt; is at least brusque。 What do you mean by it?”
“Sir; I was too plain; I beg your pardon。 I ought to have replied that it was not easy to give an impromptu answer to a question about appearances; that tastes mostly differ; and that beauty is of little consequence; or something of that sort。”
“You ought to have replied no such thing。 Beauty of little consequence; indeed! And so; under pretence of softening the previous outrage; of stroking and soothing me into placidity; you stick a sly penknife under my ear! Go on: what fault do you find with me; pray? I suppose I have all my limbs and all my features like any other man?”
“Mr。 Rochester; allow me to disown my first answer: I intended no pointed repartee: it was only a blunder。”
“Just so: I think so: and you shall be answerable for it。 Criticise me: does my forehead not please you?”
He lifted up the sable waves of hair which lay horizontally over his brow; and showed a solid enough mass of intellectual organs; but an abrupt deficiency where the suave sign of benevolence shoul